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its been a bad day....please don't take a picture..its been a bad day...rem surrounds the room as i sit like a sloth in front of my computer...what a wasteful day.....a bright holiday in the middle week but what do i do instead...sleep and sleep...well also watched an old classic....i remember in college wanting to watch it for its symbolic contents....today i couldn't differentiate any profound matter except for masses of flesh all over the place....oh the movie is caligula....if you ask me to explain the movie in a line i'd say...its fleshy and gory....it was soooo full of naked flesh that i had nightmare during my afternoon siesta.....also made me feel more like a sloth for being lazy, for putting on a lot of slothy weight...suddenly i am repulsed by the excess flesh...i feel i might soon become a mass of red meat rotting in an immovable state...arrrgh!!! so by evening i had enough reasons to go out for a walk do some pending work, get myself enrolled for yoga...hope i keep the dates.....life can be so depressing if you refuse to ignite enough passion in you to even get out of ones nest....all my plans of theatre, music, learning an instrument, learning a laguage has gone down the drain...whats the excuse...don't have no dough...but theres always enough to eat cheesy italian,have extra beer, meaty dinners....ah if only one was more passionate than a constant regretter....threshold boredom will soon be crossed...then i will get my ass off this chair and all chair...whether they revolve or not!!!