this is not how i imagined it...i had plans...big ones...life was in the dumps...i thought i couldn't get worse...so i planned a long trip...i almost thought i planned it all only so i could write a blog on it...obsession i tell you.....but then again.. i lost two jobs and with it my self esteem and my independence and most importantly my laptop...boooohoooo...so no MS word to type a blog and ruminate on it...or to pour my bleeding heart out...well now the trip is over...the job is outta my way...sun has started shining from amidst dark clouds...all that jazz...but nothing to write...no thought to add....i guess thinking is best when you are down and out...
Now life is looking up a bit...my faith is coming back in things i thought i couldn't believe...theres academics, which i tell myself is what i want...oh i made it through another rung of higher education...proud me...there is...ahem...a guy...ahem...well...don't know yet...and i will not utter words lest an evil eye fall upon my endeavours...but yes....there is silver lining behind every dark cloud and so there is faith that i will continue irritating my loving readers with more crap than they can handle....sheesh i sound like a maniac....next thing i am gonna get religious....all yours....me
